December 2011
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I don’t know about this new years eve. I’m a little depressed, for multiple reasons. But you know what, I won’t let that ruin my entry to the new year. I can’t have a bad start. The past few days I’ve just felt bad but not next year. Too much to live for so this next year will be the best. 2012!
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You know what’s bullshit? The fact that some of the most beautiful girls believe they aren’t because some asshole or long line of assholes haven’t told them that they are beautiful or treated them like they aren’t.
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When you’re married and thinking about having babies, you see them everywhere. It’s the same scenario as the babies, except switch babies with relationships and being married with being single.
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Why do we humans resort to remembering things of our childhood whenever we feel a little down..?
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“Caring for someone is being able to let them go because you know they’re happy with someone else.”
If this is true then why don’t I feel that way? I know he makes you happy, but he treats you like shit. You know this but you’re too blinded by love to just leave. But I can’t stand the idea of ruining that for you because he really does make you happy. So if...
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Home Alone
No more probation. Finally had an okay academic semester. Now I can stop stressing out so much. But even after all this somewhat hard work…I still feel a little down. I’m around family every day, I saw my best friends today, my favorite holiday is in a day, and I’m relaxing but deep down I still feel depressed. Something about the holidays always does this to me now, mainly...
“Write drunk; edit sober.”
– Ernest Hemingway (via chopa)
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My life’s hitting a constant pattern where I try fixing other people while trying to keep myself sane. Maybe I should worry about only myself a little more. I know that’s selfish but it makes sense. Some people need to realize who’s really there for them at the end, but I should honestly just give up and let them help themselves. In the long run it may work for the better. And...
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“Sometimes I wonder how I got to be this person. You have a version in your head...”
– Henry Welles (The High Cost of Living)
Why is it that this last paper before the last day of classes feels like its going to take a whole night’s worth of bullshitting to finally finish!?
Too much of an informative night. If only, but whatever. I guess I should just start accepting certain things now….
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Fresh Start...?
It’s all gone…
I still can’t believe it’s all gone.
Thanks to a virus I had to reboot my laptop. I tried to recover all my documents and wanted to recover all my music but because I have no external hard drive…nothing could be saved. I had thought I save all my documents onto a usb during safe mode, but it lied to me. Nothing saved…and now it’s all...