No more probation. Finally had an okay academic semester. Now I can stop stressing out so much. But even after all this somewhat hard work…I still feel a little down. I’m around family every day, I saw my best friends today, my favorite holiday is in a day, and I’m relaxing but deep down I still feel depressed. Something about the holidays always does this to me now, mainly because of my parents not being together anymore. But honestly, thats not the only thing. Everyone has someone around these times. So many people Adeline me have someone special. The holidays are about being around the ones that you love but for some reason even around the. I feel alone lately. I don’t know what wrong with me but it needs to change. I’m tired of being stressed out and clinically depressed.
But fuck it. Cheers to the holidays.
