I’ve never been so scared in my life. The last thing i wanted to see was my mom going to the hospital, especially when her birthday is on monday. I yelled at my brother a few minutes after she called him with the news. It wasn’t his fault. I was just angry at the fact that people in my family are constantly not telling me things moments after they happen.
I mean, while I was at school my grandfather was sent to the hospital and no one told me until i got back from school for vacation. It bothers me because what if something horrible happened and i was left in the dark.
I don’t want to be that kid who comes home and finds something missing without warning. That hurts even more. I could have lost her today and i wouldn’t have found out for a while.
But i won’t think like that. She’s my Super Mom. My Wonder Woman. So i know she’s strong. The good thing is that she is fine. Just a bump in the head. Nothing to worry about, so I won’t. I’ll just be thankful for her security.
God, i know I’ve been hiding in the dark from you because of the past year. But whatever and wherever you are(Whether a unknown deity, Han Solo, or Buddha)….
…Thank You. Thanks for keeping her safe. I appreciate it so much.
I owe you one big guy(or girl). And for that, i’ll never forget you.
Kid, you show too much emotion. It’s your fatal flaw. People take advantage of you or fling blame in your direction because they feel you’ll be fine with it. Don’t let them kid. Show them you’re in charge of yourself. Your emotions are just holding you back. Hide them. Treat the world like dirt and you’ll rule it soon enough. Kid, you’re meant for greatness. You can’t be pushed all your life and land on fame safely. Get a façade and become great.
