True love is seen by the smallest of things.
Some may say love is found in Sex.
Lust.
Promiscuity.
I sir, disagree. Amour is found in sunsets. Walks in a park. The beautiful things.
Honestly, i don’t want to fuck you. I don’t want to be inside of you. I truly, truly…
…just want to hold your hand. That’s all that matters to me. The things that matters to you, what makes you feel comfortable, and what has more real meaning in the end.
So as a message to the one destined for me…just love me for me and nothing else. That’s is all I ask for. And a plus to me, would simply be…that you enjoy the little things.
What a wonderful phrase. It not only rolls off the tongue, but it also speaks truth. And I’m not just saying this because over the past few weeks my hair has started to look like Simba’s.
Honestly, it just seems like lately people are living without much worry. For the last week or so, I’ve been carefree. I went from complaining and sobbing everyday, to smiling and just simply living. Same goes for my family and friends. You all seem good. Things are going well, for the most part at least, and its great. Seeing you all happy makes me happy.
I love it, because honestly that’s how everyone should be living. Care less and live more. Carpe Diem.
…Actually, no. Not Carpe Diem. Don’t seize the day. Seize your life, for the rest of your days. Make everyday worth it. People feed off of happiness, so if you show a little of it you might make someones day.
I really do hope this happiness last. Its the best i’ve been in a long time. Everyone around me seems to be cheerful. Happy. Alive.
It feels good to be alive….again.
Hakuna Matata is my new, problem free…philosophy. Make it yours too.
(And also, watch The Lion King again. Relive your youth, even if you still have it. Because the little things are what matter and what truly last at the end. Even if you don’t consider watching Hamlet in lion form a little thing, its still a great pick-me-up.)
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I’d be a lying fool if i said i didn’t miss you all. You’ve made me happier than i can even think of. You’ve made me a better and more understanding person…and for that i thank you.
I’ve always thought that college was strictly an academic learning experience. You’ve taught me that this is a lie. We learn more than how films were started, or who was a major artist, and even what a famous novel truly means. You learn how to be yourself, not because your forced to create a persona like in high school, but because the people you surround yourself with teach you how to act. They show you how bad of a drunk you are, how great of a writer you are, and even how amazing of a friend you can be.That truly is college…and I don’t care what those frat boys say.
No matter what some may say, you can truly understand what the world has to offer you because your collegiate companions show you what it is. The world is, and may always, be a corrupt place. But you have to enjoy it for what the little things have to offer. Those moment sitting in your friends room listening to music: Cherish them. I once did not until i came home and realize that…it won’t happen for a few months. Even the times where you have to write a final essay and your surrounded by your amigos in the library/study lounge, and all you do is talk about Pokemon. Have fun because someday it will not be there. That’s what change is, so you have to cherish it. So please, for me, enjoy it.
What i miss most are the times we all went to the campus center and ate Wendy’s together, even though I’ve started to resent Wendy’s after so many meal swipes…I still enjoyed those moments because of you all. Its really depressing seeing you all go and realizing it will be so long since we are together again. If i could go back to October…I would.(No matter how bad that month was at first.
Fuck all the heartbreak and depression. I’d do it all again for you guys.
Even the people I’ve barely seen all year(Even the ones transferring), you don’t understand how much it has affected me. Our random encounters, conversations, laughs, drunken conversation, etc..mean so much to me. It has caused me to understand that even though we’ve know little about each other…we still had a connection. For that i thank you. I thank you because without you i wouldn’t understand the importance of friendly relationships. I wouldn’t even try to keep them alive had it not been for the great times, but now i know they matter. Your friendship means so much.
To all the women of my past. The heartbreaks have helped me understand what true feelings are. You’ve caused me to believe that love is more than common coincidence or simple irony. Its about what feels right and true. I couldn’t have done it without you, and for that i do not have negative feelings…only hope. Hope that my future is brighter than the darkest night(Green Lantern reference, sorry).
For my Albany friends.(People I’ve encountered of random happenstance, orientation introduction, fencing related meeting, rooming situation, or simply just having a class together) I hope you understand your importance in my life. You are great people. You’ve shown me who I am and what want to be. I miss you dearly and every night away from that campus is not the same. The days I spend walking through NYC do not compare to what you have given me. I anticipate very highly the idea of living on Clinton of Colonial Quad next semester..and you honestly bring me to life.
Had it not been for you…
…I would probably be dead on the Danes Football Field.
Also, to my friends of the past who i still love more than anything: Thank you for being you. Thanks for supporting me in this academic war of the past year, and I’ll see you in a few days. I love you and i can wait until the summer has officially begun.
I hope everyone has a fulfilling year. To all of you in relationships: Enjoy your partner’s presence, its the best you can ask for. To the single roamers: Enjoy the free time, and care for those around you. For the depressed: Cheer up, life is more than stored up chaos. The little thing are all worth smiling for. And for the living, school-free, or simply anyone who cares enough: Enjoy the summer. Its a needed break for all the work and hassle school has offer. You deserve it very much so,
I hope you all have a great summer and understand how much i care for you. Its been a while since i’ve written a tumblr post like this, but i hope its enough. I hope you can truly enjoy it.
If anything, send me a question or simply just talk to me. I love hearing how things are going because you are honestly my life.
For now…I love you and I’ll see you soon. <3
Cute song. I’m starting to fall in love with The Brobecks. Maybe it because Dallon Weekes is currently touring with Panic! at the Disco. Either way, I’m loving their sound.
The next time that you think the world is going to end, just remember that the same person who voiced Optimus Prime in the original series, also voiced Eeyore from Winnie the Pooh. Try defining the Rapture with that random piece of info.
I love that moment when you’re so lost in your singing of L.O.V.E. by Nat King Cole while in the shower(also sung in The Little Rascals, but not quite in a shower) , that you accidentally grab your body wash and confuse it for shampoo. Such a nonchalant moment that you shrug your shoulders, rinse out your hair, and shampoo that mofo all while still singing the song. This is what i call caring about and enjoying the little things.
— Henry Welles (The High Cost of Living)
“Believe it, zombie. When I say growth I mean growth. Capital appreciation. You can stop sweating. There’s a great future there.”- (The Girl Who Was Plugged In)
I’m entirely in love with this short story. I just finished reading it for class and i can’t stop thinking about it. This is gonna be a great class based on this alone. Really can’t wait.
